Friday, September 27, 2013

hey

突然好想你。最进都还好吗?

Sunday, September 15, 2013

haiz

How i wish i can continue to love you will all my heart. 就算是默默的,我也愿意。

Thursday, September 12, 2013

〈3

对不起,我却没抓紧你。好爱你。

Monday, September 2, 2013

My girl!

Why I'm still unable to get u off my mind!? Haiz. I know I have lost u forever, but..

Friday, August 23, 2013

Happy Birthday

My dear girl, Happy Birthday! Have a blast! Hope u will be happy always! Love!

Sunday, August 11, 2013

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i still miss you so much

Monday, July 15, 2013

Sunday, July 14, 2013

I miss u

I had a bad dream jus now. A really very bad dream. I dreamt that something happen to you ( of cos i hope it's not real ). And at that point of time, I realise that I'm really very afraid to lose u. I'm so scare. It's my first time dreaming something bad about u. Pls take care of urself. I miss u. ( let's hope it's just a dream and u will safe and sound for the rest of ur life )

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Day 55 & 56 W.O you

Baby sry this few days won't be able to blog everyday, cos... Aiya nvm. Jus take good care of urself ok baby? Love u and miss u! Call me if u need me! Sry love! Gtg le! Hugs!

Friday, July 5, 2013

Day 54 W.O you

It tooks me 50 mins to write all this, Its nv easy. Never, cos it hurt sooo much so much. Baby, happy 4th annivesary, i know mayb u dun care about it, but me, i care so much ! went to some places where we use to be. Those memorise were awesome! Keep thinking how good will it be if u are by my side. I know all this tink is jus my wishful thinking, but its ok, im willing to. Still remember our 1st year anni, u gave me a wallet size photo of us and wants me to put in my wallet! The photo is still inside for 4 years ardy. 2nd year, We went to sing K at chinatown with bk they all, still rememebr? After that, came to my hse and i gave u huge surprise. I put effort to decorate my room with our picture on the wall to form a heart shape. The moment i saw ur smile on the face, i know everything is worth it, im so happy. At that point of time, i know that i've finally touched your heart with action instead of words. As time goes by, our 3rd year anni, we went to Underwater World. We took quite a number of photos, didnt we? I still remember while we were watching the animal show, u keep taking photo of the handsome guy instead of the animal! u ah! very naughty! After that, we went to take a Key chain Photo, Do you still have it with you? And finally, things happen and this year 4th annivesary, we are no longer tgt, no longer counting and counting, Cos u fall for another guy ardy.It's soooooooo hurting to found out the truth but i still wanna tell you that, no matter what, I still love u as much as before. im still waiting for you as long as there's a glimpse of hope. I wanted to msg you today cos u remember we promise each other that we will be meeting on our annivesary day, but i know Baby, Its all lie. Stay happy and all the best in your work. I love you baby! I will always be there for you. I miss you.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Day 53 W.O you

baby tml is our annivesary ardy! i miss u so much. i still remember clearly how we used to spend our annivesary for the past 3 years. Miss u deeply!

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Day 52 W.O you

Hey love, yesterday came across this song i tink it really describing how im feeling right now. just wanna share with you. Just 2 more days and its our annivesary. ): Im still not giving up on you, mayb our fate is not here yet, 1 day mayb our fate will change. 明知道爱情并不牢靠, 但是我还是拼命往里跳, 明知道再走可能是监牢, 但是我还是相信只是煎熬, 朋友都劝我不要不要, 不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑, 但是做人已经那么累, 假惺惺的想要逃, 在爱里连真心都不能给, 这才真正的可笑, 爱得太真 太容易, 让自己牺牲, 太容易让自己沉沦, 太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕, 我太笨 明知道你是错的人, 明知道这不是缘分, 但是我还奋不顾身, 可能 在爱里面这样算笨, 可能 永远没有所谓永恒, 但是我, 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能, 宁愿笨也不想要悔恨.

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Day 51 W.O you

Baby, it's 1st July ardy. U know. 3 more days to our.. Missing u so much. Still remember I'm always excited and looking forward to our anniversary but tis yr.. 😔

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Day 50 W.O you

baby. 我的心真的受伤了。还是无法忘记你。我真的好想你!

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Day 49 W.O you

my love, did u manage to hit ur target ardy? i hope yes ah! so next month u can go to invest class ardy ok? Jy for work! Dun over stress urself ok? <3. My life totally sux. but im fine with it. as long as u are happy ! Miss!!

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Day 48 W.O you

whenever i walk thru the places that we used to hang out, i just cant help but my mind is reminding me how much i been missing you these few days. I really do. When we are tgt, i always tot that we were made for each other. I miss you. Hope u are doing good in your work. 比我幸福。

Monday, June 24, 2013

Day 47 W.O you

亲爱的,为什么你要我在最爱的时候离去。这几天,我都好想你。

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Day 46 W.O you

baby, i need u so badly. miss u sooo much. how i wish i could tell u all my problems. sigh. :(

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Day 44 & 45 W.O you

baby, im sry, this few days alot of tink happens and i dun have the time to blog.haiz. baby haze are getting crazier. pls wear a mask and drink lots of water. Ur health is my everything. i dun have the mood to blog le. Good night. Jy for work

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Day 43 W.O you

baby, recently the haze is very very terrible, and u are working outdoor most of the time. pls rememebr to drink lots of water ok, and if can go buy some herbal tea to drink. take very good care of urself. u cant afford to fall sick de hor! muack. missing u like mad. project is making me crazy ardy! i dunno how to do.): i just wan my baby by my side support me. <3

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Day 42 W.O you

Baby,希望他是真的比我还要爱你,我才会逼自己离开。我爱你。

Monday, June 17, 2013

Day 41 W.O you

Baby, today i went for lesson and accounting is getting more and more harder ardy! alot of formula need to memorize. How are you doing recently. wanna meet you up soo badly. Wanna gently kiss on ur forehead and hug u tight! i know, mayb it will never ever happen again. but.. dun feel like giving up. haiz. Today is ardy day 41, and yet im still waiting for you my love u know? 也许在不同的时空,我还在牵着你的手。哪如果有一天,你想起我,你会想到什么?我就是不知道为什么你在我的心里是多么的重要。爱你!

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Day 40 W.O you

Baby, half a month has passed, have u manage to hit half of your target ardy? if yes, im really happy for u my love. another 1 and a half month u will be going for invest class ardy. All the best ok baby. i beleive my baby can make it de. is there anytink that i can do to let u know how much im missing u right now? how much i love u? haiz baby call me when u need me call me when u tink of me. im always there for u. <3

Day 39 W.O you

baby, jus now went to reservoir for a run, cos next week my ippt coming le. Argh!! so fast. need to train very hard ardy. my baby always want me to get a Silver. so this time round i going to get a Silver for you ! but while running i nearly gone mad! haha. cos the day before, i cant fall asleep and i meet my fren 12 NOON go run! the sun was SOOO hot. Nearly cannot make it home! haha. Hope u are doing good baby. Everyday sleep, and i always dream of you. i swear! really keep dreaming about you. haiz. I guess, i really miss u real much!

Friday, June 14, 2013

Day 38 W.O you

baby, i msg you ytd and yet u totally dun wan to reply me. haiz. why must we become like that. Miss some1 so much yet cant do anytink. Very very restless. baby im still waiting for your msg u know? jy for your work. love ya !

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Day 37 W.O you

My love. I gt sometink to tell u, my weight went down to 68 kg ardy! :) last time u always say I fat fat. Now I 68 kg ardy good right? Mayb is cos of this few weeks, after what had happen to us i totally no appetite to eat anytink. Sometime even 2 days I ate 1 meal only. I dunno, I miss u so much that sometime I dun feel like eating. If tis Cont I tink I will lose to 65 kg. mayb it's good so that I won't become ur ah fat ardy right?? :) tis few days my life totally cmi. But I tell myself that no matter wad had happen let it go to prove that my love for u aren't that simple. Still remember last time when u asked me, if I'm willing to die for u, I hesitate. Now I dare to say that I'm willing to do anytink for u. Anytink! Baby I understand that after wad had happen, that guy stands alot of chance to be TGt with u, but I hope u dun make any rush decision. I will try my best to pull myself back and woo back the lovely gal whom I love. Just take very good care of urself when I'm not ard. 一直在为你默默守候。miss u so deep till I can't remember who I am. Waiting for ur call and MSG! Love!!

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Day 36 W.O you

My baby, hows your work and everytink? is everytink doing good? i hope u are doing good. i also hope u are also doing good with him. But i cant bear to see you go. My heart very very pain. i tried going out with frens,but no matter how it goes, you are always on my mind. Everytink i do, i will tink of you. Im just cant let you go. u know? baby whenever i write our blog, i wondering if you will read it. baby I miss you so much. Today i went sch for management lesson, everytink is ok just that assignment is going to due soon. 2 assignment needs to be submit by 1st july. Still remember that day when we are at the void deck talking about my assignment, u said that you will help me if i need help. but i guess now, you wont le bah. i guess your heart totally given up on me. My love for you never change no matter what you have done. Im always here my love, a phone call away. Last time when we patch back, i promise you and myself that i will never let you go again. but sometimes... haiz. I wanna say i love you, i wanna hold you tight. If i can, I WANNA SHOUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! Missing you.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Day 35 W.O you

我生命中最爱的女人,怎么办,我好想好想念你,:( 好想见你。

Monday, June 10, 2013

Day 34 W.O you

Gal, 现在你有了幸福有人照顾应该知足,我没有权利在把你留在我的身边。就让我一个人痛苦的活着,因为在玮祥的世界里,他失去了他生命中最爱的女人。他很开心能够认识你,你改变了他的人生。但是玮祥不会放弃他生命中最爱的女人,因为他相信奇迹也许会出现,让你会到他的世界里,他要好好的爱护这你,好好的疼你,体谅你,像以前那样把你摆在第一。因为他觉得如果爱一人,就要好好的爱她。他知道这几天他所做的一切是无法原谅的。但是他并没有恶意。他绝对不会伤或害他最爱的女人。宝贝,你知道吗,他希望在你心里,他还有一个小小的机会。也许有一天,你突然间想到他,不要hesitate,打给他,他一定会在第一时间去找你。我真的很不想我们变成陌生人,我可以在你身边默默的支持你吗?等你冷静好了,打给我好吗? 永远爱你的玮祥。

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Day 33 W.O you

i dunno why till now, i still have the feeling of waiting for you. i still wants to be there for you. i tink im outta my mind ardy. As wad we had said before, if you tink of me. just call me. if you miss me, call me. Thats all i can ask for. wanna tell you, u dun have to be afraid of me or wad. dun worry no one is gonna hurt you or wad. Its all just rush words. im sorry. that make you feel this way. but i believe deep inside your heart, u no wad kind of person i am. Im very impulsive but i dun really meant wad i said. I got sometink to tell your mum, Pls help me to relate to her. Help me to tell her: thx letting me to take good care of your daughter for the past 4 years. I treasure the time taking good care of her and sending her back home safetly in order for you to sleep soundly.I still remmeebr eating at ur hse with u all, thx for the dinner. Thx her for having trust in me to allow me to bring your daughter to Genting and have our honeymoon. but auntie, dun worry. no1 here is gonna hurt your daughter. she gonna be fine and gonna fly high. As now i dun have the chance to take care of her anymore. she prefer others to do it. Thank you aunite. thats all i wanna say to your mum.Last of all, the gal whom i love the most, no matter how much u have hurt me, im fine. Dun worry, i will still be the same me whom you saw the day before at the void deck. i tease you disturb you, u felt everytink is so comfortable. I will cont to. and mayb 1 day, 1 day, you will start to miss everything.

Friday, June 7, 2013

Day 32 W.O you

My love, glad to meet you up today. i hope im your first customer for the month can bring u alot of good luck, so that you wont be so stress about hitting target. Just want you to be happy and work hard. remmeber to finish the herbal tea that i have bought for you. its help to cool you down, no matter how awful is it, i dun care you finish it ok. Although we are apart for like just an hour, i ardy starting to miss you ardy. dun worry i will study hard de. Send me the info which i mentioned to you jus now ok. Rest well and slp well. Just call me if you need me. I will be there JUST FOR YOU <3

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Day 31 W.O you

baby, today went for to sch for accounting quiz. all i know how to do :D no problem wan. just want to know how are you doing. have you ever thought of me. missing you every sec every min. miss you everytink. i mean EVERYTHING.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Day 30 W.O you

baby, how are you? are u doing good for your work today? i just wanna say i miss u so much, so much.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Day 29 W.O you

baby i know you are very stress recently, cos u are unable to close any case for this past 2 weeks. dun worry so much ok, i believe if you work hard u sure will close as much case as possible. dun give yourself too much stress, its very bad for health de. I will support you all the way. i always there for you de, remember? FIGHTING!

Monday, June 3, 2013

Day 28 W.O you

baby,我知道, 我们不知道将来会发生什么事,不管你还会不会和我在一起。我只希望你不要感到害怕,我以后会不会做同样的事情。因为我不想再失去你了。我想说的是不要推我走开。让我默默的爱着你,守护着你。

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Day 27 W.O you

I believe that time can prove everytink and anytink. I just wan you to be stress free, happy, and take very good care of yourself. Outside the society is no longer like how we used to be, its much more complicated as wad we tink. pls know how to protect urself. I will be always there for you no matter what. <3

Friday, May 31, 2013

Day 26 W.O you

hey. tis time round is for real ok. sorry to make you until so misreable! no more next time ardy. Lets time decide everytink ok. ya mayb you are right, who knows wad will happen in the future. Mayb its time for me to wake up and strive for a better me. So that im still qualify to woo back the gal i love most. ok? will not now and then call you, shall patiently wait for your msg and call ok?

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Day 25 W.O you

baby u know, no matter how u treat me, i nv give up hope on you. i never. i still hope 1day u will come back to my side. I understadn that when 1 day if u really come back to my side, u gonna stay with me till we marriage. I will be working hard to give our future a blissful wan. i just miss u sooo much. i feel very 矛盾,i know that now u jus wanna enjoy and work hard for your work, and i said that i wont disturb u, however, i sometime cannot control myself. jusst wanna know how are u etc. i dunno why some other ppl can just let go, but i cant. Mayb god created me to love you for the rest of my life, cos u are my everytink.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Day 24 W.O you

baby, i miss u so much. haiz. i dunno why, im just want to keep u by my side for the rest of my life. I need u so badly now. i dun tink im able to endure much longer. im so tired so tired. you, family, study, current work, upcoming work, so many so many. i just need you. you are my only strength. 我好痛苦。

Monday, May 27, 2013

Day 23 W.O you

Other den losing you for now, my family now gt problem ardy. i dunno wad to do. Im worn out ardy. 好累了

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Day 22 W.O you

baby, u said that you will cfm with me again today if we meeting for tml movie, but i guess im just dreaming. dreaming and hoping you msg me about tml date but u didnt. im sure you go drinking again. Nvm, i dunno wad more can i say. i really dunno.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Day 21 W.O you

Baby, sometime whenever i go look for you, i would rather you look abit drunk. at least you put down all your EGO and hug me tight. I know its impossible to stop you from doing anytink that you wanna do. But i will try. i will try to let you do tinks that you like. No matter how tough is it, i will hang on and never give up. Cos im sure you are the person i wanna cherish and be tgt with. <3

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Day 20 W.O you

love, really madly missing u right now. If i wan us to hug each other tight now, would you wan? ): Hope to receive your msg and call asap. wanna meet you up asap. you're always on my mind !

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Day 19 W.O you

Babe!! I just wanna tell u that I miss u sooo much.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Day 18 W.O you

Hello gal! Today I'm so happy that we finally meet up with each other. I hope such occasion will happen more often. Today see u cough until so badly, my heart hurt so much. Pls take good care of urself ok. Dun fall sick again. Drink finish the herbal drink I bought for u. It helps to cool ur body down. So ya I going for work ardy. Jus call me whenever u need me ok? Ardy starting to miss u le. Jy for work and I shall jy for study and work! <3

Monday, May 20, 2013

Day 17 W.O you

Today is the 17th day without you and im feeling so terrible. Today i went for class and everytink went smoothly, Learn some accounting stuff. I find accounting quite fun, cos gt alot of calculation need to be done etc. Hope that you are doing good in your work and taking good care of yourself. Now, im unable to stand by your side taking good care of you, so u must really take good care ok. dun fall sick anymore, drink lots of water. Im missing you every sec every min. Hope you do miss me abit. Abit is enuff for me. When u need me, i will always be there. It never change. <3

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Day 16 W.O you

Ytd i called you that we be friend for the time being. ( Special Friend ) I understand that this few days i been giving you more stress and forcing stuff that you dun wish to do for now. Im very stubborn, i tot that if i cont like this, you will eventually come back to me like before.but im wrong. Just like last time, when i broke up with you, we stop contacting for a month. After a month,when my work stable then i suddenly tink of you,at the point of time, I miss you so much so much. But now, such tink happens again, now is your turn to stress about your work and dun have any time for any relationship. I will just cont waiting and hoping that 1 day u come back to me again just like how you used to hope for when i broke u up with u. I now really very scared of 1 tink, which is, you will get into a new relationship as time passes. I really very scared very scared. ):

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Day 15 W.O you

I dunno when u feel that your love toward me starting to fade. i understand for now, im unable to win your heart back due to your heavy load work. but as time goes by, i hope i still have the time/chance to win your heart back. I cant bear to see our 4 years R/S to end just like that. Do you? I know that no matter how many I LOVE YOU i said to you its not gonna work at all. But if you need/miss me, Just call me, i will be there always for you anytime anywhere.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Day 14 W.O you

I really cannot describe how im feeling right now. My heart jus hurt too much too much. I dunno why, i really hope that 1 day really come real fast. i will be waiting for you. I hope you also wan me to wait for you. whats comes easy wont last, what last wont come easy. I know its never easy to stop calling u msging u, but thats the only way out for me. All i can do is to wait for your call and meet up. Sorry for loving you too much. Im sorry.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Day 13 W.O you

My dumb dumb baby ah!! Why fall down!! Must take good care of urself ok!! Pls slp early so that when u work can concentrate, my poor baby. How I hope I can sayang u. Baby I'm missing u so much u know? Muack! Now raining and u are waking up to go for work! Pls bring umbrella and floor is very slippery, walk carefully hor. I tink I abit naggy hor? Hehe, cos i care for you and love u! Hope to see u soon my love! Miss ur warmth hug! <3

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Day 12 W.O you

Hello my love! I going to work now le! Starting my night shift today :( baby today rest early Ok? Jus now went to hua you yuan eat! Hehe! Eat crab again! Order the salted egg crab! Nice leh. Next time being m love go eat ok? Baby miss u alot! Although 1 day nv see u, dunno why I miss u like crazy ardy. Wanna hug hug u tight tight, like how we hug the day before! Muack!

Monday, May 13, 2013

Day 11 W.O you

Hello baby !! thx u for accompany me to sch to collect my books, if not i cfm dunno how to go. haha. Now u must be busy working in your office, remember to drink lots of water and go home early ok! if you need me, i will be there. Hope we can meet up more often. Tml onward, i will be working night shift ardy. so we can meet up for dinner anytime ok? pls take good care of urself. Loving you deep inside my heart. <3

Friday, May 10, 2013

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当我看到你和那个男人一起拍照,笑的那么甜。我落泪,心都碎了。好痛好痛。

Day 10 W.O you

Baby, How are u doing today?? wanna know how u doing everyday so badly. I feels that my KARMA is here ardy. Last time i did those tink to you, now is my turn to receive all this punishment. haiz. Karma really do exist. But after that, i really do all my best to love you. but until when u start work, my childishness and my suspicious increase. im sorry how i hope i will be more understand at that point of time. today i msg you, but u nv reply. i somehow feels that u dun even wan to care about me. ): hope that im just being to sensitive cos i know u gt alot of work to do, mayb forget to reply me or wad. im still waiting for our meet up session. i miss u so badly. do you? abit? missing you every sec every min. I love you sweetheart. wanna bao bao you. ):

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Day 9 W.O you

Baobei!! I miss u so much!! Today working sux! Now I'm gettin bored and tired of tis job ardy. Feel very meaningless. Thx u for waking me up! I Shld strive for better future and a better job. Baby I'm abit worry about u, I MSG u jus now but u have not yet/seen the MSG. Very worry right now. Hope u are fine and everything good. Baby understand that now u wanna build up ur career and dun wan to talk about r/s. However, we shld try to meet at least once every 2 weeks. I mean jus meet, 淡淡情,说说爱。but after meet finish, back to normal. U cont jy for work I also cont to study hard and work hard no more like last time, keep MSG u ask u where u etc. So after i graduate and I believe by that time u might have stable ur job, and we can den slowly talk about relationship and future. Do u agree? Hope u can tell me how u feel about tis. Good night! Wanna see u inside my dream, so that at least I can cuddle u as long as I wan. Muack. Every min feels like every hour to me without u, everyday days without u, feels like years without u! Loving u.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Day 8 W.O you

Hi love, I won't be blogging all those sad stuff anymore. I would rather blog sometink nice and interesting tink which happen to me. At least u know how I been doing. Of cos it would be good that u also contribute abit in this blog, understand u dun have the time for all this tink but 1 day I'm sure u will be free to blog something . I have tender my resignation ardy. Will be quitting MBS in June. Surprise? I somehow have found other job which can click well with my schooling. No more wearing short pants t shirt to work anymore. Will be wearing formal to work everyday. At least when we meet up, it will be much more presentable. Wanna ask u to go shopping with me to buy some formal shirt. As usual wanna u choose for me cos i Always believe in ur choice. Like how u choose me as ur choice 4 years back. Somehow still miss u like mad everyday. Wanna see u now and then. But I will do my best and strive for a better us. Hope we can meet up ASAP for dinner. Good night! Sweet dream! Jy for work, pls do not give urself too much stress. Learn to relax more often. Love u deeply inside my heart. Will be waiting for u to fix our heart back TGt. ❤

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Day 7 W.O you

Baby, 你真的要等我,我会以不同的玮祥在追会你,在让你重新再爱我。我很需要你的支持。多210天,我会等,我也要等。因为不管以前,现在或将来,我都不会再放弃你了。我要紧紧地抱住你。至少我还有一个翻生的机会。我希望你对我的爱,永远都在在某一个角落,至少会让你想起我。我们多多见面好吗?让我慢慢的让你找回那些美好的时光。所以至少在我毕业时候,我就可以向你告白。你答应了我,一定要做到。我好爱你,我要一辈子都爱你,疼你,作为我一个幸福的新娘。好好的想我们以前美好的事。我等你约我出去,打给我,FaceTime 我,好好的培养一下这个爱情故事。 永远爱你不放弃的玮祥!

Monday, May 6, 2013

Day 6 W.O you

Hi babe! I shall blog alittle before I go to bed :) today we have a nice chat and finally we somehow talk about how we Shld face this prob. I'm really very happy to see u smile jus like today in the bus! It's the gal whom I love from the start. As wad we have discuss, it's time for me to upgrade myself, I have save enuff to settle the studies payment. I hope u remember wad we have promise to each other, u won't be getting into another relationship for now cos u will be waiting for me!! I know sometime tinks might change so ya. As long as I heard u say " I will wait for u" I feel so motivated and happy! Hope we can still hang out and slowly strengthen our r/s and remember ah u said our 4 Anniversary we can hang out but I know provided u are free. So ya, we can discuss it again other day. U been staying up in the office for long hours ardy. Go and slp early and recharge ur energy ok? :) if u need me I will be there, no matter is u go drinking or wad Jus call me I will personally send u tis little naughty drunkard baby hm safely :) good night! Miss ur hug and kisses! :)

Sunday, May 5, 2013

The truth and our future

Baby, have u ever wonder why last time I choose not to study first and only wait until now? Study requires a huge sum of money,and I know that I can ask my parent to support me. But.. I dun wan to use their money cos u know of their finiancal problem i have a money spender sis, her bracer cost 3k. how would stil hsve the cheek to ask for more money. remember i told ya cos i turn 21 the insurance will give a huge sum of cash? and i choose not to use that monet cos I wan to earn my own money and apply sch myself. Renember we talked about tis few months back? Do u really tink I'm that stupid to want u marry a guy with lousy cert and be 小白脸? Cos I need to be independent, that's why I choose to work immediately after my NS, to save up for studies. U must understand that i need to go thru NS and wasted 2 years of my life,unlike u, able to get a degree much faster.I nv thought such tink would happen so sudden and so fast. I very sorry that I bring a burden to u whenever ur frens ask about me. I know u feel the stress when ur fren ask u tis. I totally know how u feel and u will start to tink alot of stuff. Dun u forget that I promise u I will study after we discuss about our future? U told me about how ur dad will disapprove our r/s if i nv get a higher education. Of cos I will cos I promise u, u are the only person whom I wan to marry and will do as much to prove to ur father. Until today u told me about how ur fren look down on ur bf I get so agitated that we could have discuss tis. We could have solve tis, it's the money that I need. I wan to be independent. I really nv thought that actually tis was the main reason that cause u so much stress and uncomfortable feeling. Now I have save up ardy, it's time for me to start studying hard and get myself a degree. I understand that tis might take 1 years plus to accomplish,but I won't give up. After holding a degree like u, I will quit mbs and apply for a more stable and good income Job to support our family. I really hope that no matter wad happen, bad tink, rumours, stress, discourage happy, we can talk things out. We can solve it tgt jus like how we use to solve r/s problem. I need ur support and I will also support u! Sry my love for u is so selfish, and u hope u will recover and we will be bsck to normal, but as an adult couple, no more teenagers r/s. I miss ur kiss ur hug. Will wait till u settle down ur heart. I truly madly deeply in love with u.

Day 5 W.O you

Baby, u must be sleeping soundly now. Tml jy working ok? Dun urself too much stress. Sorry for wad I had done today , I'm so sorry!! I know I love u in the wrong way but I will learn to love u in the correct way. I will study hard for the sake of our future! I hope u can give us a chance to overcome Everytink as a couple! I have learned my mistake as wad I have spoken to u jus now. I need to be brave in order to win u back! I must Cos our heart beats as one! Love u too much! MSG me all right! Hug u slp! I wanna hug u slp again!

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Day 4 W.O you

My love! Tml we gonna meet for movie, I really hope Everytink will go smoothly and eventually we can make tinks right! Today tis post I jus wanna make it short, although its short , but it's from the bottom of my heart. I xie weixiang really love u yang Lifei! Willing to do anytink for u! Last of all, I miss u deeply. Muack

Friday, May 3, 2013

Day 3 W.O you

Hi baby! I'm here again! Today is day 3 le! :( baby I have booked ironman tml ( Sunday ) 8pm @ nex cinema!! Been so long since we catch a movie! Lets enjoy and relax ourself ok? Although I dunno where will ur roadshow venue be. But I will find u if I gt the heart :) make ur self free ok? Tis time round will be stress free and we shall enjoy Hao ma? No more naughty weixiang ardy! Every second without u is a torture to me! Hope we can make tinks better ok? MSG me all right! Remember ah! Ironman!! :) Muack! Love u! Still waiting for ur MSG and call! :) wanna hug u very tight whn I see u! Jy for work my love!! <3 Today is the 4th of may ardy! 2 more months, is out 4th anniversary! Can't wait for it! More surprise for u :) love!

Ur baby is missing u badly my love

Baby! I'm here to post again. Cos I really wanna talk to u! One day nv MSG u I can tahan but 2 days ardy:( baby I promise u won't stress u again! Promise! Wanna hear ur voice again. Really feel like MSGing u! But I can't! Baby if u saw tis pls! MSG me Hao ma? :(

Missing u like mad

Baby, now doing shit game again. :( how I wish I can like last time complain to u :( actually good game or bad game now to me is no longer impt. The most impt tink is now U! I couldn't concentrate at all. The moment I take over the other person. I do wrong payment. Haiz. Mayb kena warning letter ardy. I need u very much now. Wanna like how we use to help each other Jia you ! Mi xui mi xui! Hoping to see ur MSG ASAP! Love!

Day 2 W.O you

Baby, today is the second day that we have not met. im feeling so shag right now. No matter how hard i tried to sleep, my eyes are still wide open. today morning, its raining heavily, and i just keep tinking how is my baby doing, my baby hate raining days when she needs to go for work. As usual, i cant fall asleep until i msg u. Cause my mind is running wild again. Im really so lost for the first time in my whole life. I scare the one who love me and accompany me for the past 4 years no longer love me. Im sorry that today i msg you, i didnt want to but... whenever i got nth to do, i will jus stare at your msg. waiting you to online wassap and msg me. But you didnt. Baby,i really want to know, Do you still love me? ): if yes, at least tell me that you still love me, give you some time and wait for you at least my heart is more stable den before. If not i everyday have to use my tears to wash my face, cry until my eyes are tired before i can fall asleep. I know, for the past few days, i really didnt treasure the tme i have with you. All i know is scold scold, tell you not to meet frens etc. Im really sorry. Pls give me 1 more chance to treasure the time i have with you. i will be supportive toward you. Baby, faster msg me hao ma? faster meet up hao ma? i really feel like dying right now. im off on sunday and i understand you got road show. i hope we can meet up ): Btw next week im working afternoon shift, I can also meet you up after my work. All i need is you right now. Baby if you are reading tis, i hope u can forgive me. I hope u can ask me out on sunday. Cause i really really misssss you soooo much. I miss your face, your hug your kiss your everytink. Baby shall we overcome tis tgt? Just a seccond we're not broken, Just Bent, and we can learn to love again. Still waiting and waiting for you msg. dun give up on us. Never pls.. )): BABY I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!! 如果我的世界里少了你,我一定会很伤心,很伤心。

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Day 1 W.O you

My belove baby, im feeling sooooo terrible right now. I just cant concentrate at work. After reading the previous post that u publish, u said how you wish i can be by your side and hug you. But now, I need your hug, i need your love i need your everytink. Whenever i wake up, its just a nightmare for me. I cant even contact you. I will be waiting for you. I love u. Never ending love for you. P.S: Still waiting and waiting for you. <3