Day 54 W.O you

It tooks me 50 mins to write all this, Its nv easy. Never, cos it hurt sooo much so much. Baby, happy 4th annivesary, i know mayb u dun care about it, but me, i care so much ! went to some places where we use to be. Those memorise were awesome! Keep thinking how good will it be if u are by my side. I know all this tink is jus my wishful thinking, but its ok, im willing to. Still remember our 1st year anni, u gave me a wallet size photo of us and wants me to put in my wallet! The photo is still inside for 4 years ardy. 2nd year, We went to sing K at chinatown with bk they all, still rememebr? After that, came to my hse and i gave u huge surprise. I put effort to decorate my room with our picture on the wall to form a heart shape. The moment i saw ur smile on the face, i know everything is worth it, im so happy. At that point of time, i know that i've finally touched your heart with action instead of words. As time goes by, our 3rd year anni, we went to Underwater World. We took quite a number of photos, didnt we? I still remember while we were watching the animal show, u keep taking photo of the handsome guy instead of the animal! u ah! very naughty! After that, we went to take a Key chain Photo, Do you still have it with you? And finally, things happen and this year 4th annivesary, we are no longer tgt, no longer counting and counting, Cos u fall for another guy ardy.It's soooooooo hurting to found out the truth but i still wanna tell you that, no matter what, I still love u as much as before. im still waiting for you as long as there's a glimpse of hope. I wanted to msg you today cos u remember we promise each other that we will be meeting on our annivesary day, but i know Baby, Its all lie. Stay happy and all the best in your work. I love you baby! I will always be there for you. I miss you.