The end

The end.

I miss u

I had a bad dream jus now. A really very bad dream. I dreamt that something happen to you ( of cos i hope it's not real ). And at that point of time, I realise that I'm really very afraid to lose u. I'm so scare. It's my first time dreaming something bad about u. Pls take care of urself. I miss u. ( let's hope it's just a dream and u will safe and sound for the rest of ur life )

Day 55 & 56 W.O you

Baby sry this few days won't be able to blog everyday, cos... Aiya nvm. Jus take good care of urself ok baby? Love u and miss u! Call me if u need me! Sry love! Gtg le! Hugs!

Day 54 W.O you

It tooks me 50 mins to write all this, Its nv easy. Never, cos it hurt sooo much so much. Baby, happy 4th annivesary, i know mayb u dun care about it, but me, i care so much ! went to some places where we use to be. Those memorise were awesome! Keep thinking how good will it be if u are by my side. I know all this tink is jus my wishful thinking, but its ok, im willing to. Still remember our 1st year anni, u gave me a wallet size photo of us and wants me to put in my wallet! The photo is still inside for 4 years ardy. 2nd year, We went to sing K at chinatown with bk they all, still rememebr? After that, came to my hse and i gave u huge surprise. I put effort to decorate my room with our picture on the wall to form a heart shape. The moment i saw ur smile on the face, i know everything is worth it, im so happy. At that point of time, i know that i've finally touched your heart with action instead of words. As time goes by, our 3rd year anni, we went to Underwater World. We took quite a number of photos, didnt we? I still remember while we were watching the animal show, u keep taking photo of the handsome guy instead of the animal! u ah! very naughty! After that, we went to take a Key chain Photo, Do you still have it with you? And finally, things happen and this year 4th annivesary, we are no longer tgt, no longer counting and counting, Cos u fall for another guy ardy.It's soooooooo hurting to found out the truth but i still wanna tell you that, no matter what, I still love u as much as before. im still waiting for you as long as there's a glimpse of hope. I wanted to msg you today cos u remember we promise each other that we will be meeting on our annivesary day, but i know Baby, Its all lie. Stay happy and all the best in your work. I love you baby! I will always be there for you. I miss you.

Day 53 W.O you

baby tml is our annivesary ardy! i miss u so much. i still remember clearly how we used to spend our annivesary for the past 3 years. Miss u deeply!

Day 52 W.O you

Hey love, yesterday came across this song i tink it really describing how im feeling right now. just wanna share with you. Just 2 more days and its our annivesary. ): Im still not giving up on you, mayb our fate is not here yet, 1 day mayb our fate will change. 明知道爱情并不牢靠, 但是我还是拼命往里跳, 明知道再走可能是监牢, 但是我还是相信只是煎熬, 朋友都劝我不要不要, 不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑, 但是做人已经那么累, 假惺惺的想要逃, 在爱里连真心都不能给, 这才真正的可笑, 爱得太真 太容易, 让自己牺牲, 太容易让自己沉沦, 太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕, 我太笨 明知道你是错的人, 明知道这不是缘分, 但是我还奋不顾身, 可能 在爱里面这样算笨, 可能 永远没有所谓永恒, 但是我, 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能, 宁愿笨也不想要悔恨.